再見朋友

Flowers004.JPG今日和一個朋友去見一位彼此都認識卻已作別了六年的朋友。

六年﹐卻好像過了十年。

十年的感覺﹐是斗轉星移﹐人事變遷﹐似夢又似露。

她還是那樣年輕﹐還是作別時的二十幾歲﹐還是那個樣子﹐一頭長髮散落在胸前。而我呢﹐六年之間﹐開始出現白髮﹐越長越多。

我站在她面前﹐我說﹐很抱歉﹐幾年在外﹐沒法來探你﹐其實心有掛念。

你在天之靈﹐好好安息﹐並且保祐地上的我們﹔我們在地上的朋友﹐會好好生活﹐活回你不應就此輕易捨掉的生命。你那時就這樣捨掉﹐有多傻﹐你知道嗎﹖我們有多痛﹐你知道嗎﹖

我的朋友在跟她說話﹐我站在後面﹐視線模糊。依稀是她的臉孔﹐還有一小束我們帶來的紫白色鮮花。

4 comments ↓

#1 Bigi on 04.27.07 at 11:07 pm

HIHI~Anna
無意中有機會看到你的blog~
很豐富的經歷呢~~
我想問一下…西班牙讀的大學有沒有communication讀?
因為想到西班牙讀書…卻不清楚那一間比較好,學費貴不貴…
如果你可以抽空解答一下我的問題~那就好了~~~
謝~~可以send email給我~~感激你~
我要盡快決定呢…因為香港要報degree course了…

#2 anna on 04.29.07 at 5:59 pm

Dear Bigi,

你的西班牙文是不是已經很不錯﹖我這樣問﹐是因為據我所知﹐大部份西班牙大學都是用西班牙文授課的﹐除非是國際化的商學院。(西班牙有一間世界級的商學院﹐名字忘了)。如果你的西班牙文不是已達高水平﹐可能你就不必考慮去西班牙讀書了。

照常理﹐西班牙大學是應該有傳訊讀的。但詳細情況﹐我不清楚。建議你向香港的西班牙領事館查詢﹐一定可以獲得相關資料。

祝好﹗

#3 claire on 11.28.08 at 12:14 pm

it’s good that I found yr blog when was searching things related to Spanish. I like yr blog very much… very fruitful and yr views towards the world. Very insightful.

Regarding this article. I have the same feeling with you. I just lost a friend few months ago. he left without letting us know why. So pity and sad that such a young and talented guy will leave in an early age.

#4 anna on 11.29.08 at 12:41 am

claire, just want to say thank you. i am flattered.

i was in hanoi to join a retreat months ago. during a gathering, someone mentioned that his sister just committed suicide. then I shared my feeling towards this friend, and then i cried uncontrollably. i always thought i am too distracted by worldly things and not really remember her any more. but i am not.

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